Twist - Of - Fate

Assalamualaikum..
finally,I've created my own blog,then,I should be proud~!! LoL~ haha
I hope I will always updating my blog,because I believed that this is the only place for me to write anything out loud..haha XD
By the way,I'll try to write in English because I'm currently trying to improve and strengthen my English language.For your information,all my lectures are in English, and yup, I can understand and talk in English,but writing is my biggest fear..haha and one more thing,of coz, there would be some mistakes here and there,please tell me ok?

Erm,2009 almost come to its end,only a few days left..well,2009 is the one of my favourite year.. why? because this is the year that I started to understand what is life really are.. No more school,time to see the world..Early in this year, I worked in a restaurant at Rembau.Well,from that experience,at least I understand how hard to have some money in my pocket.Before that, I will only ask to my parents whenever I out of money, and I also understand why they sometimes didn't give it..XD

Also,in this year,I was offered to continue my higher education at Technology Park Malaysia College(TPMC)..at tpmc,I've been chosen for Bachelor in Science for Biotechnology (in a twinning program with California State University) and unfortunately for me,I unable to continue to my program there for some problems such loans, college management, lecturers, welfare and many more.The college is just nothing when I was informed from the parents,who investigated all these problems, that TPMC have so much problems with MARA,MQA and some other agencies.

Almost 6 months there, I've got many new friends and some old friends that I didn't really close before...We share some nice moments together and we really enjoyed our time there.I also 'learned' to play DoTA there with some of my frens : bullah,maula,ross,zai,mok,emir,red,faiz n others..DoTA is a strategy games that need teamwork. But,since TPMC's tragedy,all of us have no choice but to leave TPMC and continue our studies somewhere else.And not all of us get the same institution,depend on their own choices. Like emir,nuzul,bullah,ross and faiz,they prefer UiTM..Bakri,Mok and Red continue their studies at GMi.. Meanwhile,I choose to continue my studies at MSU,doing my foundation year. unfortunately,I'm the only one who gets the offer from MSU.. so,I'll start my foundation year alone,,without any friends from TPMC or my old school.

Living in Kuala Lumpur really open my eyes to the reality of this modern world. There are many kinds of people out there and some of them carries positive images and some of them carries negative images.One thing that I can never forget : I was disturbed by a gay.I don't know he got my numbers,but I didn't entertain him and finally the disturbance gone days by days.Oh ya, I was also disturbed at The Mines,also by a gay..sirgh!!why me? I'm straight and I never think to change my orientation.Other than that, lovers in Kuala Lumpur are so uncontrollable.Kissing and hugging in public now just too easy see.Whenever I go to any mall or cinema,the same 'panorama' come to my eyes. Actually,I don't mind for what they do,but sometimes, I feel ashamed when I saw a girl(wearing tudung ) kissing and hugging in front of me and most of them are Malay.So,think about it.

2009 also is the year that I finally found my 1st love..15th February 09 was the unforgettable date.Actually,I know her since I was at primary school,and start to like her since Form 2..I'm one year older from her.For now,everything is ok.. maybe sometimes,we have some problems,but we can get over it..and our relationship are not across any borders yet.We have pride to take care of and we always control ourselves.


So,I will leave 2009 with so much memories behind and the experiences I gained throughout 2009 should be use wisely in my daily life.Now,for 2010,I really hope that I will able to continue my studies and gain some achievements in academics.My foundation year at MSU is self-sponsored by my parents and I shall not disappoint them. I expect my financial would be tough for 2010,and I hope I can manage all my expenses. Living in Shah Alam will not be easy,so I hope I used to it. 2010,I hope it will a good year for me.. Insya-Allah.