I'm back.. after 5 months?!

Haha..yup,that's true.. I finally sit in front of my lappy and writing this blog again..today is the 3rd day of Eid month..2.01 a.m
ok,now for the real deal..
Throughout these 6 months, there a lot of things happened to me.. Let me recall back~

someday in May
- I had a fight with my roommate, thus causing he himself to moved out from our rental house..It wasn't my fault,but not he's fault either..now,our relationship are just so cold
- I got a part time job at Golden Screen Cinemas(GSC) at One Utama,for weekends only


14.6.10
- I went to University Malaya (UM) to meet my gf (now ex-gf),elifa..Eventually, it's her birthday.. Just to let u know..even it was a short dating, trust me, I was really happy to see her again after 3 months we didn't meet at all..even we met at UM only,I guess that's enough for me..even I was a bit disappointed,but nevermind..I have to respect her needs..


23.6.10
-it was the beginning of something new..only some peoples know about it.

7.7.10
- The most painful day in my life ever.. I broke with elifa..we end up our relationship.. Elifa is my 1st ever girlfriend, & when she decide to end our relationship,nothing more I could do..The feeling,urghh, it was so terrible.. I felt like I've been pummeled down.. I don't know why,but 1 thing for sure.. we are finished..nothing to regret,it's her decision.


8.8.10
-I met someone in Shah Alam at Sec 17..we know each other through Facebook.. I describe this date as diamond.. why? just let me,myself know about it..


22.8.10
-also, I will remember this date till forever~ the unification of 2 souls into 1..
=)

29.8.10
- theme song : my first kiss - 3Oh3! feat. Kesha

4.9.10
- I and Ejal had an accident on the road at sec.17 shah alam..My 1st ever road accident.

7.9.10
- I lost the V , but feel ur L..
(only who involved in this incident know about it..=P)

10.9.10
-the Eid.. but seems like this is the worst Eid ever for me..and I'm so sad..

well, I guess that's all for now..
so seems like my life is a bit miserable,but I will never ever give up!

another twist of my fate

well,after almost 1 month of absent,now I'm back to this blog..
During that time,I have experienced so much obstacles and opportunity.

Well, last february, I just have my 1st ever relationship anniversary with a girl Nurul Elifa. She is my 1st lover for me.. Now,after a year, I guess I should be more careful about our relationship. Also, recently I just got a new laptop from my parents and yes,it was a surprise.I was so excited for this gift and I hope it can be a great momentum for my studies at my university.. I also have been chosen to the Project Manager for the trip to the Parliament..

Also,I just finished my mid-term examination, and honestly,that was ultra hard.. I still don't know my result,but I can feel that it won't be really good.. anyway thank a lot to my friends who always be with me to study together.Recently, my health science's lecturer has been switched with a new lecturer, and the new one just to.. errghh! don't know how to describe her.. my motorcycle also quite troublesome recently, luckily I just got my salary for working at Sepang F1 Circuit..So,I can repair some parts of my motorcycle..My house at Shah Alam just too 'comfortable' for me.. I think the house are filled with predators.. haha.. only me can understand that..

Ouch, my writing has become badder than before.. I guess I really need to have some exercise.

Target vs mission!

Now,I'm almost 2 months with MSU.. So far,I still can follow MSU's educational stream.. By the end of March,I will face my first test, Mid-Semester test.. wow,I don't know what going to happen..but I hope I can do much better than what I've got at TPMC before.. My lecturers are at the best of what they do, and I guess now its all depend on me,either I want to go for it,or not.. yes,my mission here just to have a fantastic result,so I can proceed for MBBS program later..
Now,in semester 1,I'll have an event,alongside with all FMS students.. And our mission to collect some profit for charity. We choose to have a musical drama event. And we don't know if we can achieve this target.. That's mean,we will have some critical target here,as charity is one of the event that difficult to attract people. All we have to do is giving the very best of effort on it. But this event will affect my mission too.. But if I manage my time,it wont be a problem,I guess..

Friends or foes?

Undoubtedly, friends are one of the most important thing in our life. We always meet our friends in our daily life,thus they may affect our life,sometimes. Some of them are close with us,others may just a friend. Its not that easy to have a trusted and loyal friends. But among of these friends, some of them are having problems with us.Maybe they can't accept our behaviors,attitudes and personality,so that's why we should suit ourselves whenever we go to a new place. But,instead of telling us the truth,they tell to any other friends or people about our weakness and badness,and of course,they do it secretly behind our back. So,the first thing come in our mind,we might say that they are backstabbers and hypocrite.

But somehow,we must always think about the positive side. We must know what actually are bothering them.It would be stupid if they say they hate us because of nothing.Actually,I've already experience this situation,and I know how its feel. Sometimes we should muhasabah ourselves. We are humans,they are no chance in hell that human may escape from doing any mistakes in their life. and of course,we can't satisfy everyone's feeling. So,that's why me must look at ourselves back. Throw away the badness,take the positive one.
So,friends or foes? It doesn't make any sense. We should be forgivable,well. even the Prophet Muhammad forgive his ummah.
Arh! Oh my god! My assignments! Better be hurry~!!

Conflict

Conflicts is a must I guess..In our life,I'm quite sure about it.. It could be conflicts in family,conflicts among friends and maybe with your 'game'..heh..
Well,as I can see now,my friends are having conflicts with each others.. In my opinion,
its simply because of jealousy,hatred,misunderstanding and selfish.. but conflicts are rubbish,as it can destroy the friendship that we have build before.. If we have some problems,please say it,discuss it.. simple right? ouh,one more..say/discuss it with a nice and proper way.. we as Malaysians are known with 'budi bahasa' right?

But what about conflicts in a family?
Seriously it could be a disaster..to be honest,it happened to my family before and sometimes we still feel its consequences..

well,about that 'game', the key just be honest,loyal and never find others.. give and take situations should not be taken lightly.. Betrayal is just too hurt.. but sometimes, loyalty is a poison..

thats all for now

Time To Play The 'Game"

ouch..owh,ya.. hi again~!
Only now I can write a new post...I really don't have so much time to write it..
Well,I don't know if my english getting better or badder,well,I think I should try..we learn mistakes right? haha

So,what should I share? herm,owh ya.. About my new world,my new environment, my new 'army', and my new shelter.. On 11st January 2010,I went to MSU for my registration. The 1st thing in my schedule was the Orientation Week.. ya,its just too bored.. the best day of the orientation part was the last day =) Kassim Selamat's parody? haha..

then,8th February 2010,my 1st class start.. in this class,I guess I am the one who is really 'uncontrollable'.. haha.. I'll be in the group B for FMS(Foundation in Medical Science?) and there are some friends who (i dont know if they willingly to accept me..hahaha) are close to me in that class like paan,akmal,tina n hunny kowt.. haha.. others? dont know yet..still new ma..ekekeke

argh..what else to write eh? dats all 'kowt'.. haha..
see u later..
=.=

Am I Ready?

WWE Superstars,Degeneration-X keep asking this to the audience "Are U ready?".. haha..I'm one of the fanatics of DX.. but now in the reality world,am I ready? today is 4th January and a have a few days left till 11th January.. 11.01.10 will be a turning point for me.. I going to MSU,to continue my further studies.. well,I'm simply the biggest investment for my parents..My parents spent so much on me and I don't know if I can show the best product. However,I've been granted with this opportunity, so I shall not waste it. I know I can do much better.. I should throw away all my bad attitudes.. hope I can shine... again